Argh god its been goddamn ages n centuries since i updated.last time i checked,i was still busy working my ass off at my club hahaha.Now, its like im not working anymore,since im always unavailable for my job.Whys that?duh im learning dance -.-.Suddenly i found myself prioritizing for my dance sessions.Dance this, dance that, dance first and friends for la'er.And i cant help but feel bad bout this.But i know its summin i gossa do if i wna learn how to be a good dancer:D making sacrifices for the things ur passionate bout mmhm~

been dancing for around a month now, and lookn back i saw how much i changed.Sure, im not an all out extrovert like some of my friends, but now ,some how i became more outgoing,and i learned to be more of a people person(NOT THAT I ALREADY AM AIGHT:D)MAybe its cuz of the budding and oh so warm companionship i get from my dancemates.Awx).

I also noticed that i aint so stiff nemore.and how im able to bounce and be more daring to move now.Its like everytime when the song for the fundamental dance plays, id feel so (*takes a few moments to think of an appropriate word*) escaped.=l:D.Perhaps this is what the feel is all about.feeling boundless and moving to the music.

Even though the fundamental choreo isnt much of a showcase kind of dance,since its incoprated with all the basic dance steps, to help a dancer better undstd hes or her body, its still kinda fun and nice to move to LOL. *Take off ur cloootheeessss*such a nice song hahaha

Sideeffects of dance , which i noticed for myself is :

HOw im addicted to gummy candy/ chocolates
HOw i subconsciously would isolate my head or bounce myself to rnb songs which i like
HOW i basically became more weird =s LOL.


Aight enough of this crap aha.My flexibility n feet coordination really need work man LOL. Guess its gna be another 1 or 2 years with dance lessons and practicing/working out at home before i can dance HAHA

fuck i shant get high on blogging=l

oh and how can i forget,
thanks ann for the guidance and that lovely hoodie(which makes me look big n beefyLOL)



urm guess thas bout it
update in another year
ciao bloggie

meh now i know, there can be no sweeter escape than ________(;

*so much for wishful thinking, i guess i can finally say we are mutual.Was it something i did wrong?Well then, Since im of such insignificance, goodbye shouldnt be a pain.Goodbye should be absolute and unhurtful.You wouldnt even know im gone.I could've killed myself knowing how much time ive wasted manufacturing dellusions and utoperic thoughts.Its aight now, since its over mmhm~